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2010-10-25T10:59:00.000-07:00

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2010-08-21T08:42:00.000-07:00

All, I can say that life is a remarkable journey. The almost inept direction that it at times move, is equally perplexing as it is fascinating. August 15, 2010 has marked a year that I've relocated to Chicago; and in that short amount of time, I've accomplished quite a bit. As, I approach 3 weeks until school is over, I've become extremely reflective. Twelve months worth of events have reeled through my mind and I beam with profound joy.

I'm so grateful to all of those that stood beside me (as many were only brought into my life for a season, which I'm grateful for them during their intended time), as I trampled through this plot of turbulence, but my journey nonetheless.

In, 2 weeks I'll be taking my national certification exam and will pass on the first attempt. From there, I will build upon my very solid foundation and branch out and do more of the things that I was created to do.

Namaste.

The most amazing day of my life! =)

2010-06-09T08:28:00.001-07:00

I love you more than you'll ever know! =)

Refreshing!

2010-04-06T07:23:00.001-07:00

When life deal you lemons....make lemonade!

Namaste...

God, bless the child that has it's own...

2010-04-01T06:28:00.000-07:00

Where did this break-down occur? When did we become so proud? And, who said that was the "way" we are supposed to live? I'm guilty of this....as well as all those that I know on a personal basis; some are far worst than others, but nonetheless, they are all the somewhat guilty of presenting this type of behavior.

I'm talking about what happened to being able to receive and accept genuine assistance from another....being able to set our false pride aside and receive the authenticity of God. Songs, have been created about it, woman banter about this daily, to one another and to men, vehemently. I've even overheard conversations (and have had a few myself) with women stating, "he doesn't like me because I'm too "Independent"...but, what does that really mean? And, who are you hurting, by being too independent? I, wonder if any of these women and/or people, go home and really think about that statement and be truthful and honest with themselves.

God, didn't create us to be islands or independent of one another...that is doing the complete opposite of natural intent....that's just something to chew on and sit with for a while.

Namaste...

Shhh...

2010-02-26T02:39:00.000-08:00

I'm in a rather, quiet place, emotionally and spiritually. The universe has spoken and my ears are open wide, listening intently and with purpose. It's a rather peaceful place to be, simply being still...

Namaste....

Be peacful...

2010-02-24T15:18:00.001-08:00

Live simply, so others can simply live....

p.s., be sure and visit me @ The Hunny Boutique--http://www.atouchofhunny.com and if you need any virtual office assistance, be sure and visit http://www.thehunnyworks.com

Namaste...

Sweet!!!

2010-02-19T07:49:00.000-08:00

(my sweet, all-natural, handcrafted products, A Touch of Hunny--http://www.atouchofhunny.com)

I've been working diligently to re-launch my Virtual Office Assistance business, The Hunny Works (http://www.thehunnyworks.com) which I'm proud to say, I've successfully pulled it off. Plus, I've got a meeting with a new client, today! How sweet is that?! Be, sure and check me out.

P.S.--keep your ears and eyes open, as I will be planning a pamper party in the very near future...

Namaste...

Sweet, sister...

2010-01-11T06:43:00.000-08:00

There is a sweetness and purity that's involved in and flows throughout sisterhood. It's worth has been totally underestimated and just isn't as prevalent as it should be...our generation of women knows, very little about the true bond should be shared between us. Instead, "we" (as a whole) compete, belittle, and go out of our way, to outshine one another. Who, in their right mind does that? And, for those that do, I have one simple question, "how's that working out for you?" I, pray that I, live to see the day, that "we" smarten up, and come together as one...there is true power in numbers and we can accomplish a hell of a lot more united, than we've ever attempted to establish, divided and solo.

Let today, be the day that you love and appreciate thy "sister"; rejoice in her beauty, existence, love, support, and overall awesomeness! She, too...is unique and equally as powerful...so, like the old saying goes, "if you can't beat em, join em!"

Namaste...

Happy New Year and enhanced ME!

2010-01-04T06:07:00.000-08:00

We're already four days into the new year and I'm nearing closer to my goal. Since my layoff I began to think inside the box (which, is quite odd for even me!) I decided to go back to school twice (I have no regrets about it) and seek "employment" while in school.

I guess while aging, we become more and more cautious and hesitant to go against the grain. Even, while I'm typing this I'm a bit outdone with myself, as I've always believed myself to be "different" and a forward thinker. Not, saying that I'm not a forward thinker--it's just that, I've recently noticed how cautious I've become and it frightens me. So, about a week ago, I was presented with an opportunity that sparked complete delight within. It reminded me, of my youthful, full of light and "I'm going to SAVE the world" attitude that I OWNED in my early 20's (somewhere along the way of me "saving" the world, I believe I became "consumed" by it).

I owned an extremely successful Virtual Office Assistance business in my early 20's and for one reason or another, I chose to walk away from it and try another business venture (which, was not near as successful). Well, going back to the proposition I was posed with last week, it took me back 10+ years of my life and reminded me, that I didn't wait for anything from anyone. Especially, for someone to "hire" me--I was the creator of my own "job".

I reveled at my own bravery, and realized I'd being going about my job search the wrong way! I was also reminded, because I was created imperfectly, in a perfect light, that I CAN create any opportunity that I choose (especially, if GOD is all over, throughout and within it!).

So, today I'd like to say a special thank you to Mr. Schudel for sparking a flame to light a wick, that had gone dim, many moons ago. Even, if nothing comes from our business negotiations, your "reason" for entering my life has definitely been duly noted and acted upon.

Stay posted as the doors of my Virtual Office Assistance business shall re-open (if it's God's will) by January 15, 2010.

Namaste, warmth and love....

Connectivity pt II

2009-12-14T11:20:00.000-08:00

The question was posed by one of my "friends" on Facebook, what was Facebook's purpose--or at minimum should, what is being posted be taken so literal, or is it just clean fun? Well, my response (give or take) was that everyone has a different intent as to why they use Facebook, which I whole-heartedly believed at the time of the post.

However, as of recent, I've been in deep thought about connectivity and it's purpose, as well as it's contribution to overall good health--it dawned on me, that clearly there's a universal reason that people, flock to Facebook. And, there is an equally important (and still, universal) reason why people participate in it--everyone (either subconsciously or consciously) is seeking to be connected.

Even, if you're simply networking to promote your next party, cd, or whatever the case may be, you're seeking to be connected with more people. I'm wondering, beyond monetary gain (for those conducting business on Facebook), if there is anything else that's moving about the experiences shared on this addictive, haven/hell?

I tell you there is something innately embedded within us, that yearns to be connected. As, I continue to explore and research connectivity...I'll be sure to post my findings.

Namaste...

Connectivity

2009-12-14T07:08:00.000-08:00

I remember while being a little girl, I believed this world to be such a huge mass. It felt as if I was a tiny speck in the midst of the unknown; and I believed I would continue to feel that way for the duration of my life. Even though, while being taunted by other children, I would respond, "we're sisters and brothers in God's way...", however, I didn't fully understanding the words that fell off of my lips. As, I aged, I must admit that I continued those feelings and it wasn't until a few years ago, that I really began to understand the magnitude of what I believe to be God's plan.

While, evolving (continuously) and removing religion from the equator, I've learned on my spiritual journey that we ALL are inter-connected. I believe, that we were created to learn from one another and to assist in the love, peace and guidance of our fellow siblings. The quote, "each one, teach one" is poignant and rings utter truth; it should not be taken lightly. It is important, however, to be open to receive the light, love and truth. God, resides in EVERY living being--and all every living being desires is love, to be understood and appreciated.

Humans have placed so much emphasis on differences, nationality and ethnicity, when in the greater scheme of things, those very differences are to bring us closer to one another and to help enlighten us. We are supposed to recognize the differences to gain the lesson(s) and friendship. Instead, we notice the differences and allow those to create division, when in fact that is the complete opposite of the unified message that was part of God's plan.

When, I think of all of the various individuals and places here on earth, it reminds me of a well put together quilt. Quilts, are created with random pieces of cloth and thread--with loving hands, hearts and spirits. And, the ultimate outcome produces comfort and warmth to the masses. So, with that said, I challenge everyone to invite someone/something different into his/her realm of "normalcy".

Namaste...

Since, I've been away!

2009-12-03T20:36:00.000-08:00

In my absence from the blogging world, I've simply been living. I decided, to not blog until my entries carried a different tone. Like, most artists I walked away from my passion, temporarily to love, live and laugh (I'm sure that isn't the way it's usually stated, but that's the order in which I live my life)!

I'm genuinely happy and it increases daily--school is challenging, but nonetheless great! I've nestled, cozily with my family and I have a handful of folks that are my friends, that love me in spite of myself, quirks and all.

I'm simply loving the people, places and things that I've surrounded myself with. I'm not saying that my life is perfect, as it will never be--but beyond that, I'm not sure I'd want my life to reflect perfection. With that said, I'd like to leave this entry on a "beautiful" note...

Beauty Mark

Beauty surrounds us all day everyday; we are mainly naive

We allow it to escape us every 7 seconds

The slightest glimpse obscures better judgment; allowing emerald, cuts so deeply

We often forget to embrace our Father’s ideas…instead implanting and nurturing these

of despair, shame, guilt, and envy…instead of noticing our own beauty.

Beauty is by design and creation + love and devotion.

Hence, our Creator, fashions absolute splendor.

Embrace your internal beauty; feel fabulous about thee

Breathe…. and appreciate all of life’s beauty.

by Keisha J Jones

Namaste...

My, oh my....

2009-11-07T17:42:00.001-08:00

Can someone, please explain to me why this is an ambulance? In, this day and age with such global, modern technology why haven't we cared enough to spread the wealth? I'm heartbroken...

Namaste...

Autumn

2009-11-05T23:39:00.000-08:00

Autumn

When I awaken to your peacefulness

and serene manner,

I am overjoyed. As I walk through your breath

and over your layers,

I can’t help but to admire you.

As you wrap your arms around me,

I am reassured of your presence.

I look forward to you. I am one with you

I am ecstatic about your arrival….

Sweet November!

by Keisha J Jones

Life, is improving daily...

2009-09-28T12:13:00.000-07:00

As the days pass, and I progress on my journey, life becomes better and better. In spite of the small nuances of life, I still find the beauty in it; I have faith in the people that fill the world and appreciate the beauty of just being. I have smiles to give and words of encouragement to share and what's more phenomenal than the prior is, I am not the only person in the world to have those feelings. I'm grateful as well as elated to know that there are so many wonderful individuals that still care about themselves and others. It's a blessing to share laughter with someone (and not at the expense of another), kind words, fellowship and true friendship. I feel lucky to have YOU in my life...so, lucky that you care and truly blessed to still be clothed in my right mind and the ability to convey my feelings. :)

Namste...

2009-09-17T07:18:00.000-07:00

Time Alone

Time has it’s way of standing still, eerily

within the milliseconds that feels like an eternity

a lifetime of experiences are seen, clearly

Smiles, tears, smells and noises are remembered, vividly

first kisses, and loves harnesses the mind and captures the severity

of that, which threatens the memories erasure permanently

Each occurence is to be treasured and cherished, non-superfically

as it’s more important to embrace the beauty of our experiences, painlessly

and to recognize that grace happen as it beautifully appears, consistently

by Keisha J Jones

Namaste...

Chi-town Stand Up!

2009-09-02T09:43:00.000-07:00

While, sitting in the subway station (I'm so friggin excited that I'm back home, with our janky subway station where rats, are permanent residents!!!! Crazy, I know...) waiting on the next train to take me to yet, another checkpoint, I listened to the voice of an angel belt out an old spiritual! I wanted to stand atop of the bench and scream, "Ms. Sophia's Home!", until my voice box rattled a bit, lol!

I'm enjoying this hunny sweet voice, and I could feel this tense energy next to me, but we'll get to her in a minute. There, was also a matured lady (who just so happened to be white, but I haven't a clue what her ethnicity was) that sat on the end and she stated, "isn't that a Christmas song?" and I replied, "No, I thought the same thing initially, however as I continued to listen it became clear that it was an old spiritual." I then said, "it's okay, as Christmas songs are spiritual songs, they are celebrating Jesus, we just call them Christmas songs! lol". She chuckled, while the lady smashed in between us (a black matured lady, that came across as a devout Christian) began to preach to us about Christ, she then turned to the lady on the end and asked her if she'd accepted Jesus Christ as her Lord and Savior? The lady, very uncomfortably, yet firmly said, "No!" The smooshed lady, began to go on a tangent as to how this lady can accept him right now, all she had do is repent, blah, blah, blah...and, yada, yada, yada....she then wanted to know what "church" we both attended. And, since she'd asked me, she had picked the right one today!

So, I'm sitting there as I believe in God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit, I am not a huge fan of the "church" nor am I a fan of religion, but definitely am into spirituality. I told her just that, so she started in on me with the same rhetoric she'd just tormented that sweet lil lady to my right with. I simply told her, I am NOT going to argue with you as you are entitled to your beliefs and truths, just as everyone else is. I told her, I DO NOT have religious conversations/debates with anyone, as people are so adamant about their religion, church and positions. I went on to tell her, that so many people get lost and caught up in their VEHICLE (religion) to God, that they forget, that it's all about your PERSONAL relationship with him/her. I also said, what people need to learn how to do, is RESPECT the beliefs of others, regardless if you're in agreeance with or otherwise. She told me, that if people didn't call "Jesus", Jesus, then they were crazy, because it wasn't in the Bible to call him anything else. I told her, every religion, have their own Holy Book, which may use different language and terminology, but the message and core are pretty much the same. She, retired with, "that's crazy!"

Now, last time I checked any version of the HOLY BIBLE, it clearly stated to not pass judgement as it's a SIN to do so...see, that's the problem I have with narrow-minded people. And, a lot of them are sitting in the churches, tearing the pews down, and screaming the loudest while there! They want to FORCE their beliefs down your throat, but their ears are turned off when it comes to someone else's beliefs. Dictatorship, has nothing to do with God and it isn't Christ like, as God doesn't affect free will.

But, I've told the short version of this long-winded story to make one simple point, when and why did people become so narrow and closed minded? What went so wrong in their lives, that they believe, the only thoughts in their head, are the ABSOLUTE truth? What happened to challenging your own beliefs, as it doesn't matter what you call your Creator, he/she created us all, with a voice and gave us the free will to use it. It makes very little sense (to me...and that's my position/judgment) to create such an array of people, and it be only way to reach God, Allah, Buddha, etc...I, at times am flabbergasted at such ignorance, but as my grandmother often says, it takes all kinds of people to make up the world, I have to often remind myself of this.

I HIGHLY recommend a book for Christians, Muslims, Catholics, Non-religious, Protestants, Baptists, etc. to read, it is called, "THE SHACK" by William Paul Young, it's time for folks to challenge their own beiliefs!

Namaste...

You're such a bore...

2009-08-31T11:27:00.001-07:00

I"M BORED!!!!........

I'm noticing this is a growing trend amongst many people in my generation, we become bored really quickly. We have to be doing something all the damn time, from being soccer moms to checking our blackberry's every two minutes (or shall I say every 2 milliseconds, let's keep it real!) Is it, that we have such, short attention spans, or is it that, we have become so detached from from one another because of a wide array of technology?

It's also debatable, that we take our lives so seriously that fun isn't much of an option anymore, even while were supposed to be in the midst of excitement. I also know many people in my age group, that jam pack every waking moment of their (and their children's) lives with activities, which doesn't scream much of a "real" life either. So, what is the balance and happy medium between "harry-carry" boredom and "pretentious" full-life?!

What will it take for us to become in-tuned again, to truly care about those around us? To feel a sense of connectivity is probably the key to inner happiness and excitement. Learning how to allow the most miniscule things to excite us and grab a hold of our inner comedian(ne) is the key to inner happiness! It is imperative to our own sanity, peace and tranquility to learn how to have a "ball" in the midst of chaos and madness! So, next time you're sitting at home bored, ask yourself, what will it take, to make me laugh, live, love and laugh some more?

Namaste....

God is...

2009-08-25T09:08:00.000-07:00

God is love, peace, true beauty, serenity and abundance. He is direction, clarity, and life. She, is a flutter of smiles, beautiful energy and correction. Thank you God, as I'm in love...

Namaste...

Transitioning...

2009-08-21T13:05:00.001-07:00

Officially, it's been 6 days since I've relocated back home...I can't believe I stayed gone for so long, now that I'm here. I'm sure it's all new and exciting right now and give a take a couple years and I may want to pull my hair out and relocate again. But, for now I feel like I belong...I feel my roots, deep in my soul. I haven't had a feeling like this, since the day I left home (at the age of 21). My grandmother has been healing my heart and soul, with the most meticulous and gentle touch that only a grandmother can. She's been telling me ole' wise tales and "her" story, that truly obtains some intense healing properties.

Even, during one of the toughest economic times of my life, I still find the beauty in the small things and I'm sure being in the presence of Rosa Mae, the ability to see things through rose colored glasses isn't that difficult. I'm grateful that I was tuned into the right station, to clearly hear God's voice direct me home...Thank you God.

I'm rebuilding and restructuring and becoming reacquainted with folks and it feels good. Again, I'm just grateful that while doors HAVE been closed; nice, breezy bay windows have been lifted for me to comfortably climb through. I'm absolutely ecstatic....

Namaste

True Beauty

2009-08-14T06:05:00.000-07:00

I'm sitting on the porch, taking in true beauty...it is absolutely plush and green here. The crickets are singing while the birds chirp away, communicating with one another in a language that only they understand, however the beauty can be picked up by anyone that take the time to listen. The wind is whistling, yet it's extremely still. It feels like, true peace and serenity as I've been healed further. I guess I had to come back here to settle business that I didn't know existed, and heal the wounds that were created here, so I can leave them here. My dog, Poppy (who's been affectionately re-nicknamed biscuit) is lying by my feet, also absorbing such radiant beauty. My heart is dancing around in my chest, joyful in this surreal moment. There is a sweet lil, old man riding a shiny, 3-wheeled bicycle with sweet rims, taking his time. He's wise enough to know to slow down the pace to capture all of the beauty that life has to offer. Sometimes, we just need to sit still and learn what TRUE beauty, really is.

Namaste

Travel, travel, travel

2009-08-11T09:59:00.000-07:00

Well, I've arrived in Louisville, KY safe and sound and I'm truly grateful. I'm here to take care of some business and tie up some loose ends. After, I'm done with that, I will be relocating, yet again, this time, I'm going home!

I haven't lived in Chicago for 13 years and am now ready to start my life there. I believe there is an abundance of good awaiting me upon my arrival. Sometimes, we have to take everything we've learned and take it back to our roots. I believe with all that I've learned in my travels and all of my accomplishments that I can leave a healthy and lasting mark in my hometown.

I'm excited about this new opportunity and am eager to get my "new" life started.

Namaste...

Lest be the judge...

2009-07-30T09:05:00.000-07:00

While watching "The View" today, I witnessed an atrocity. Something, that most of us are guilty of, as we quickly judge others harshly and it comes as natural as breathing. It was stated by Barbara Walters, that Glen Beck said, "President Obama was a racist..." he went on to say, "that President Obama has a deep seated hatred toward White people." Initially I was stunned by such an adamant comment, but then it quickly hit me that this happens more often than not.

I'm perplexed by this, what is it about this incessant behavior of ours? Why is it so important to have someone "pegged"? To pigeon hole someone into such a one-dimensional category speaks volumes about our own depth. From my own experiences, I've learned that most human beings are pretty layered and beyond 3-d and, that we obtain an abundance of feelings, emotions, ideals, hopes, wishes, dreams, personal lies/demons, inaccuracies and truths. We allow life and our stories taint and tarnish us from our true selves and others, regardless of how self-righteous, spiritual/religious, in tuned and involved as we would have others believe. As I've said before, it is imperative to our own personal journey, life and health to become AWARE of who YOU are. And, when I say YOU, I mean the God in you, less the dressings and layers.

Our personal opinions and positions are nothing more than our own personal judgements, which, many times we often forget to challenge. Our own insecurities are often revealed while passing judgements on others, yet, we forget that if another is aware of the "language", then the flaws have become immediately apparent to those that can "see" you. Maybe, if we take a millisecond to think about that, then maybe we wouldn't be so quick to add our "two-cents" to the seemingly, enormous peanut gallery.

Truly coming to terms with and loving thyself is the key to leading a much, less judgmental life. When you're loving you, you have a lot less time to concern yourself with the flaws and insecurities of others.

Live simply, so others can simply live,

Namaste...

Productivity

2009-07-28T15:31:00.000-07:00

Today has been an extremely productive day as I've handcrafted a couple dozen bars of soap and some Goddess Creamy Oil. My energy has been pretty serene and peaceful and full of new life. I'm grateful for such a beautiful day...Stay tuned for pics of the products I crafted today. Also, please be patient with me as I work through my internet crisis (the reason my entries have been so infrequent). My website will be updated and as I promised, I'm going to provide coupons to all of my loyal readers. Thanks for your continued support and loyalty as I'm eternally grateful.

Namaste...

Sweet subtleties

2009-07-23T07:28:00.000-07:00

As I sit outdoors today and watch the many people around me, flutter about their day, some appear at peace, joyous and carefree while others are blistered and frustrated with their routines. What is it about routine that makes us feel either content or bored out of our minds? It is a beautiful, breezy day with just enough sun to lighten your way and you would think that regardless of your routine (as long as it's outdoors!) that during a day like today, it'll all be okay. Maybe everyone can't appreciate the beauty of a day like today, it's like my friend says, "it's too much like right!" :} I just sat and listened to nature speaking to me, the subtlety of the trees swaying and birds communicating with one another, and the tinkering of cars and passerby's. The breeze today, is something out of a romance novel; it gently leaves soft kisses across your cheeks and gingerly eliminates the heat of frustration. So, on a day like today, take some time to admire and take in it's beauty and regardless of your routine, it should make it just a little sweeter!

Namaste...

I'm at ease...

2009-07-21T08:53:00.000-07:00

I've made my move and am LOVING it! I don't remember the last time I was filled with such wonderment and excitement. There are so many possibilities and options now...thank God I made that move. My mind is becoming eased from the torment of confusion and lack of options. I've learned just what kind of folks I'd surrounded myself with, while being in Louisville, KY as I see them crystal clear now...thank all of you. But, staying on a good note, life is grand and I am looking forward to living my best life EVER!

Namaste...

Anxiously, awaiting my new life...

2009-07-14T05:32:00.000-07:00

I'm so excited about leaving Louisville, that I may burst at the seams! Today, I clean and completely move out of my apartment...I will then hang out with a few friends, and then myself and Poppy will hit the friendly skies! :) Off, to DC (actually, Landover, MD) we go...thank you God for giving me the courage to make the tough decisions!

Namaste...

Prayers, really do work.

2009-07-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

Moisture Rich Body Oil

While handcrafting all of my products, I pray...I pray before ever touching them...If my mood is poor, I won't touch them...but, ultimately, I pray for the recipient of each product to receive an abundance of blessings and peace inside their hearts. I pray to rejuvenate and renew the spirit. But, most importantly, I pray and ask God to work from within and through me and allow me to simply be the vessel...I pray for God to place everything that he encompasses and is into the heart of my products. God, thank you for allowing me to simply be your vessel and for working with and through me...together, we will heal the world, one bar of soap at a time.

I'm grateful for the awesome feedback I received the other day about my Honey Bath. I was told, "every time I use the Honey Bath, I feel so peaceful..." It seriously made me smile inside, as it meant so much to me to know that my prayers have not been in vain. Thank you God...

Thank you all for your support,
and I pray that I can continue to bring,
love, peace and blessings to you all...

A Touch of Hunny

Namaste...

God is love...

2009-07-08T07:57:00.000-07:00

God is love...that statement speaks volumes to me. Love is life's most awesome phenomenon and yet, it seems to be one of the hardest things to obtain and retain. I'm curious to know what love means to you...I'd love to hear from all of you so we can branch and build on this conversation.

Namaste...

The pull of home...

2009-07-02T08:05:00.000-07:00

It's funny how home has such a hold over us. A few of my family members and I have been back and forth and around and then back and up and down about going home (Chicago) for the fourth of July. My mom and brother arrived yesterday and I'm almost positive that I'll be there early, tomorrow morning. It has been a roller coaster and an emotional ride, but the pull of home has us all clawing our way back! I believe it will all be worth it and as my cousin stated, "we all needed this...". I'm so looking forward to seeing my beloved family and spreading some joy and love all while having my bucket and spirit filled. :)

Namaste...

The good times...

2009-06-30T08:09:00.000-07:00

While packing yesterday, I went through my belongings and memories and I stumbled upon an enlightening discovery, I've had a lot of fun while being in Louisville, KY. I was thumbing through old photos and became nostalgic and warm; I found myself laughing out loud, becoming teary and it hit me, I'm leaving. It has been an interesting ride, I've met even more interesting people and I've had a lot of fun. Thank you Louisville, I've learned an abundance while being here and you have watched me mature.

Namaste...

Listen when people speak...

2009-06-29T06:42:00.000-07:00

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I love you Mike...again, you've always healed and touched me. I've always felt connected to you.

In general, we are very poor at listening to other people when they speak. If we could not be so anxious to get our "schpill" out or our say, I'm sure this small yet mountain of a problem could become extinct. Our opinions and positions (which is nothing more than our personal judgments) are extremely important to us; I believe it gives us the pseudo illusion that we are in some sort of control.

I'm sure with the passing over of Michael Jackson many folks have been affected and touched. However, the only person that I can honestly speak for is myself, and his death has made me challenge myself and beliefs, once again. Keeping it real with myself, I could learn to listen more. I could truly tune into the hurts and pains and discomforts of others and what they've experienced in this world, that can sometimes, dole sucker punches that can completely knock the wind out of you. Again, empathy goes such a long way...taking the time to TRULY listen to someone's story, may fill both their and your bucket that day. You may make a new friend, inspire someone, or just have found a healthy way to pass the time. The point is, we need to dig deeper into our superficial souls that's filled with holes (that we attempt to "plug" up with dumb sh*t that doesn't mean anything) and come up with a helping hand, a lent ear and a compassionate heart.

Today, I'd like to celebrate the God in you...in every single one of God's children. It amazes me how so many of us haven't a clue how phenomenal we are, by birthright! We are children of God and it's high-time we began to conduct ourselves in such a manner. God listens to our woes, and cries, and complaints, and worries, and new plans that's opposite of his, and the list goes on and on. So, how can we demand such things from God and others if we aren't able to provide them...sounds a bit unfair and selfish and self-absorbed to me.

God, thank you for all that you encompass and I'm eternally grateful that you've filled us with all that you are. It is an honor and a privilege to be your child. Thank you for creating me in such a perfect light, but more importantly, thank you for allowing me to be aware of it. :)

Namaste...

An undying and forever love. I'm in love...

2009-06-25T21:52:00.001-07:00

The Mike I know and love...

please, enjoy

a letter to a love that has endured...

Some of my most joyous moments have been shared with Michael Jackson! That man moves me to my core...or shall I say, it's the spirit that lives inside that phenomenal human being that rattles me so. I'm so very proud to be a loving fan of his; actually, I'm honored to be able to say it.

I've been taught to be compassionate and humbled by many vehicles, but I must say, he has reached me. His message was profound, yet clear and powerful enough for me to not only absorb, but also process and store what I'd just learned. And, the absolute best thing about it, was, he did it in such an artistic and creative manner. The ultimate ENTERTAINER! I'm proud to be a fan. I'm grateful I've lived through, yet another historic time. To watch him live and for him to be such a huge part of my life. I'm very proud of you Michael Jackson.

My mother would probably disagree somewhat with my next statement (don't get it twisted, she IS a MIKE fan!!!), but, I believe in the deepest part of my heart that, yes he is "different" from whatever the "norm" is ( I truly don't believe in norm. I believe in being whoever "you" are, which isn't the "norm" as we are ALL incredibly unique...created and designed by God! No norm there.), but, that's what makes this mysterious genius so. I can't think of a person that I have ever known or have encountered that hasn't scrutinized, judged and persecuted the "King of Pop", but the beautiful thing about that is, he is original and could never, ever be duplicated! Ever! That's more than I can say for most people, as most people are too afraid to allow themselves to become vulnerable enough, to ever have the courage to truly show themselves to any one person, let alone an entire world! That takes guts! Most people do a lot of pretending and hiding behind other people. But, that's neither here nor there, because it's all about Mike, let that be the reason...

It takes a pretty, phenomenal spirit to reach as many people as he has. And, talk about an extraordinary mind and a spirit that lights up spirits and create genuine smiles globally; which means, in every corner of every part of the world, where there are people living, he was been celebrated, loved and embraced. For every one person that has disliked him, there were 5 that connected with and unconditionally loved him. I'm grateful his next stop was to a place where he will no longer be torn down by maliciousness, including the media, closed-minded individuals, or those that are too afraid to reflect and look into their own spirit and begin to learn about the "light" within. Check the "Man in the Mirror".

Michael's energy unique, his sweet, gentle spirit was battered by some very unlucky people. They cheated themselves of such radiance and beauty, shame on them. His life was one of which no one has ever experienced and probably, we won't ever witness anything that resembles it again; it's been something to watch and what's so unfortunate is, that he, has never been provided an opportunity to explore it freely while on earth, which is one of our most precious and simple gifts, provided by God.

Thank you Mr. Jackson for entertaining and intriguing me for my entire life. Thank you for sharing your life with me and the rest of the world...thank you for being brave enough to do so. Thank you for inspiring me. Thank you for opening doors for many people. Thank you for your spirit...you have touched so many, so deeply. You should and shall be celebrated! You are a beautiful person and I absolutely, Love you. I always have and still... :)

I pray for your spirit to remain at ease and peace; for you to gain all of the beauty that you would've liked to have seen and experienced here, on earth. I extend prayers to your entire family, all of your fans, friends, and even your critics and haters. May we all be blessed and allow God's love and beauty to shine and permeate from within throughout our spirits, then permeated into the "earthly" world.

I love you Michael as you mean so much to me and are my inspiration. I'm extremely grateful that I've been afforded the opportunity to witness your life. You are an amazing spirit...

Love Always,

kjj

P.S. there will be a second part of this love letter...stay tuned

Money, Money, Money....

2009-06-25T06:49:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm truly happy that I've decided to leave and now is the time to put things into motion. It is a lot more pricey than I'd anticipated, especially for one-way. I do need to drive as I have somethings that I want to take with me, not everything, but some sentimental things and personal belongings. The ingredients for me to craft my products will be at minimal 1 tote and a box. I've checked into U-hauls, Budget, Enterprise, National, Dollar, etc. and they are all running $700.00 with the exception of Dollar Rental as they are moderately priced at $550.00 (I'm so being sarcastic!) I have a date of July 11, 2009 to be gone due to various reasons and the hefty price-tag to leave is attempting to deter me. But, I'm not going to let it...by the grace of God, I'll make it out of here by the above stated date. I'm fleeing for my life, sanity, and peace of mind. If any one of you know anything about really great and inexpensive travel arrangements and/or assistance, please let me know. Thank you for reading today and until tomorrow...

Namaste.

That's all folks!

2009-06-24T07:03:00.000-07:00

Well, I've made a decision that I feel great about; I'm leaving Louisville, KY within the next two weeks. I'm so grateful to leave this place and restart my life again. I feel like I'm being obedient to God, as I woke up yesterday morning, the first thing I did without conscientiously thinking about it, was removed my photos from the wall. Then, I laid back down and said aloud, "now that feels better!" It felt lighter in the room...I guess that was God gently whispering to me, "it's time to go!". Louisville, has been an array of things; kind, gentle, slow, limited, and home for the past 7 years. But, I feel the longer I stay here, the longer my growth will be stunted and I will remain stagnant (and for anyone that really knows me, they know I don't function well being stagnant as that leads to regression! Eeek!). My mother helped me make the decision, even though I think yesterday it wouldn't have taken much coaxing for me to get the you know what out of here! :)

My little/big brother soothed me yesterday as he told me it was going to be okay and that I now have a solution and not to worry. That made smiles flutter inside me...it was at that moment I realized, I don't have to stay in Louisville anymore and take this abuse, being in a place where no one cares anything about me. I have folks that love me and honey, I'm running there as fast as I possibly can. I deserve to be loved just like everyone else.

I will continue to write on my blog...as nothing will change with that, other than, possibly the tone of my entries! YaY, I'm soo happy to be leaving...*laa laa laa laaaaa* that's the song that bouncing around in my head and heart!

Goodbye Louisville and Namaste...

Youngin...

2009-06-23T11:17:00.000-07:00

Youngin...

Tension is building, accumulating

Wrong as two-left shoes, defensive

Justification is what’s used as a shield

Argumentatively unjust and unnecessary

Unpleasantries exchanged incomprehensible

Knowing it all while ignorance is apparently presented

Ears turned off; vacant breath escapes through panged lips

Riddled with inept direction…just too young.

by Keisha J. Jones

Namaste...

I'm at a lost for words....

2009-06-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

My weekend ran rather smoothly, that is until late last night. My son and I had a huge falling out and I just don't know anymore regarding him. I usually have a profound thought or an idea that will float to the surface of my mind and then make it's way out of my vocal chords and then it would find it's way out of my mouth. But, today, I've completely drawn a blank and am eerily silent. Apparently, I'm still upset internally on some level as my hands are shaking as I type this.

The only thing I know how to do at this point is pray and be still for a minute. I'm really struggling with my teenage child as I'm flabbergasted at how little he knows and how immature he is, yet he believes that his actions (or should I say lack of action) are a good thing and serving him well. Again, all I know to do is give him to God as he too is a child of God.

Namaste...

TGIF

2009-06-19T10:14:00.000-07:00

Love’s Wonderments

The amazement of human collectiveness is astonishing
Attracting and stimulating the most inauspicious individuals
Entertaining the dead weight of the world, those left for dead.
Giving into their rhetoric, dismissing our own agenda.
Insecurities lead to self-destructive behavior that causes grief
Searching and looking for something outside our own habitat that lies within
Contradiction is turned into inner turmoil and conflict, which adds to self-doubt

All in the name of LOVE….

written by Keisha J Jones

Be sure to check out my shop @ http://www.atouchofhunny.com

Namaste...

We're up and running!

2009-06-18T10:57:00.001-07:00

My store A Touch of Hunny is viewable by the public now! WooHoo! It is still a work in progress, but nonetheless, it's open! Be sure to check me out! :)

Namaste and smooches...

It's a beautiful morning!...

2009-06-18T07:33:00.000-07:00

Aww...is what I've been saying since 6:00p.m. last night! The sweet, gentle lil baby has arrived. God sent me one of his lil angels! :) He sent me an 8 month old "Shorkie" Shiz-tzu and Yorkie hybrid. His name is Shadow aka Ninja (he was appropriately named by his previous owner and I affectionately added the alias, as he is ninja like!) and we are making some serious progress. He's warmed up to me already and has taken his rightful place in our home. Thank you God and the Universe (and a special thank you to Jenny, the previous owner for believing in me to care for him!) for sending me an appropriate companion!

Namaste...

2009-06-17T06:31:00.001-07:00

Today, I'm a lot more clear about my feelings; I feel, blessed, grateful and strong. I spent the past few days removing wickedness from my life. There was a malicious, deceitful person in my life disguised as my friend. And, I'm grateful that God helped to remove them from my life. One of my prayers to God, is to remove any person, place or thing that's blocking blessings in my life. Sometimes, it's painful to go through, but I know that I'll be okay in the end. I know that God has a plan for me and all I have to do is surrender (which can be a bit of a challenge for me at times); also, I sometimes I have to remind myself that even those that have caused hurt and pain to me are too, children of God. :)

This is a poem I wrote in 2007 while going through a break-up! :)

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Distant Memory

Once a vital and essential part of my very being

A forever of love, kisses and partnership

A bond that defines the term, “enigmatic team”

It was unfathomable, to not see “we”

In retrospect, your meantime were my teachings,

Preparation for what’s best for me

Now, positioned to draw the one that can truly perceive, me

Your existence is now a distant vagueness, you see

Mind, body and spirit has been set free

I bid you ado…my distant memory

written by Keisha J Jones

Namaste...

P.S. I'm still collecting donations for my Yorkie campaign...please, any donations will go a long way and I will truly appreciate it. Thanks soooo much in advance.

Bringing life to the table

2009-06-15T06:09:00.000-07:00

This morning, I can't decipher much about how I feel. What I've come to realize over the last few days is that I'm totally lonely and isolated. I'm living in a place where I haven't any family nor friends; and let me tell you, it begins to take it's toll on you. Early this morning (around 1:00am) I decided to get me a companion, an animal companion. I haven't even thought about another dog since my sweetheart, Rocket (my sweet, overweight, 5 year old boy--miniature pincher) passed over late last year. I was devastated to my core by his passing. But, today is a new day and I don't think Rocket would mind, actually I think he'd be rather happy to see me not so isolated and sad at times.

This time, I'm going to take my time and pick out the best, laid-back companion for me. I want my companion to be at least 2 years old, male and small (lap dog). I was thinking a Yorkie, but they are so darned hyper that I'm not sure my fragile spirit and nerves can handle him! Well, actually that's a little of what I need, something that will keep me on my toes! Something, that is alive which in turn will keep some consistent life in me. Something to love me unconditionally and vice versa.

I'm in need of help to purchase a new companion, so I figured I'd ask for help. I'm asking anyone that could open their hearts and understand the severity of my situation and the fragility of my emotional state to help me with the purchase of a companion. I really believe it will help me and the "lil baby!" Please, any donations will help and Truly be appreciated!

Namaste...

Live simply, so others can simply live!

2009-06-12T02:28:00.000-07:00

It's been a few days since my last post and in those few days, much has taken place. My internet connection has become solid and that's truly a blessing. I've also been pretty busy with my son and friends which has allowed me to make more meaningful connections with them. Also, during my brief hiatus I've been able to sit; quietly in my own space, in the moment. And, by doing so I've learned quite a few things about myself.

This quiet time was prompted by an Oprah show I watched that was entitled, "Spirituality 101" and in watching this show I became moved and decided to center. While centering, I realized just how strong I am. I've realized I've had the courage to be a "spiritual warrior", as the guest on Oprah's show so eloquently put it. I've had the courage to live my life contrary to the popular beliefs of many, I've had the courage to step out on faith several times, whether that be a long distance move, launching a new business, or speaking the truth. I've had the courage to still be sensitive, yet nonetheless be strong enough to persevere. I've had the courage to be the voice of many that have misplaced theirs. I've had the courage to open my heart, mind and soul to those that have been shunned. I've had the courage to lose everything and pick myself up and dust myself off! I've had the courage to walk away from those that intended me harm. I've had the courage to be isolated and continue to push through. I've had the courage to face many of my own personal demons and judgements. I've had the courage to challenge my own beliefs and ideals. I've had the courage to say no. I've had the courage to be tenacious and open-minded. I've had the courage to just be myself. I've had the courage to simply LIVE!

At 33 years old, I'm full of hope and learning an abundance about grace and today I want to celebrate me. I want to celebrate the person that I am as well as the person I'm becoming. I want to celebrate still being here and "clothed" in my right mind. I want to celebrate the memories that allow me to move forward. I want to celebrate the life lessons I've heeded. I want to celebrate my personal success that isn't measured against someone else's idea of greatness. I want to celebrate my idiosyncrasies that are mine and unique. I want to celebrate the level of commitment I have to the betterment of all. I want to celebrate my mind that is riveting and fascinating. I want to celebrate my heart that embraces the divinity of others. I want to celebrate the rough ride that's brought me to this point. Simply, I want to celebrate this life that was provided me by the Divine!

So, with all that said, take some time and think about who you are and where you want to be. But, be sure to celebrate the road that has brought you thus far!

Namamste

Yay

2009-06-11T14:46:00.000-07:00

I'm so pleased that some of my technical difficulties have been rectified. Tomorrow, there will be a normal blog entry. :)

Namaste.

Yes we can...I'm still thrilled I've lived to see and participate in history!

2009-06-07T17:32:00.000-07:00

Sneak Peek!

2009-06-07T14:19:00.000-07:00

I'm allowing sneak peaks into my site as I continue to work on it and also have my domain named configured, etc. We seem to be having some techy/software issues with my hosting company. So, while those kinks are being worked out, I get to continue to work on my site, but am granting access to my loyal readers only. Again, remember upon launching I will be collecting emails (so I can email you a special code to receive the discount) from those that are interested in receiving a substantial discount, just for being you! I love you all and as always....

Namaste!

A Touch of Hunny Boutique

Working, working, working

2009-06-05T07:36:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm still cracking away at it...working on my website. I always knew I was a perfectionist, but sometimes, it's just plain ridiculous! I'm woman enough to own that, lol! Please stay tuned!

Namaste

Stay tuned

2009-06-04T07:10:00.000-07:00

I've been up all night and morning working on my website. If feels like someone dropped shards of glass into my eyes, but I'm grateful and excited. At the rate I'm going, my site will be launched before it's original date! This means so much to me right now - my products, business and site. I have something to look forward to everyday; it allows the beginning of "empty nest" syndrome not to be so difficult. It keeps me in good spirits during a time in which, I've lost so much materialistically (but have gained an abundance of wisdom and spiritual growth). At this point, it's keeping me alive and sane!

Because I'm so grateful to all of you that have joined me on my topsy-turvy journey, I'm going to offer all of you special discounts upon the launch of the site. Again, thank all of you for walking with me and I'm sure it would have been a lot more difficult without your support! Thanks and stay tuned...

Namaste

In celebration to you...

2009-06-03T10:45:00.001-07:00

This morning, I woke up and remembered it was my grandmother's 79th birthday. At that very moment, I realized just how fortunate I am. My grandmother is not only alive, she is well and in her "right" mind. I phoned her around 10:20am (9:20am her time as she lives in Chicago) and she answered the phone with such a bell in her voice! It placed an immediate smile onto my face. I wished her a happy birthday and we began to chat.

While chatting with her, vivid memories from childhood to current raced through my mind and I became engulfed by her sweetness. I began to talk about some of my struggles including those with raising a teenage son - she released the sweetest chuckle that only "Granny" can. She said, "chile, I know something about raising teenagers!" (she is the mother of 7 children). She went on to tell me how important it was to her that her children went to school and finished. Her voice became saddened, her memory had taken her back to her childhood. She said, "when I should have been in school learning, I was in the fields picking cotton!"(Granny is from Ft. Pierce, FL). That saddened me deeply, it took me to a place that I'm not familiar with - back to a time that I didn't have to live through, but somehow have truly been affected by.

But, my grandmother went as far as the second grade and what is astounding to me is that she is by far the wisest person that I know and she is damned smart! My grandmother has taught me an abundance of life and common sense lessons that on some level has placed me light years ahead of many of my peers. Thanks to that little old lady that has nothing more than a second grade education I have the courage to persevere. Thanks to her I know something about gentleness and grace. Thanks to her I was able to instill certain values into my own child. Thanks to her my mother was far more sophisticated than many of her peers, which she funneled that information to me. Thanks to her I know what it feels like to be loved. Thanks to her, I know what an AWESOME marriage looks like. Thanks to her I know how to be creative and entertain myself. Thanks to her I know that I have a strong blood line. Thanks to her I have an abundance of hope. Thanks to her I know what an organic garden taste like. Thanks to her I'm a pretty darned good cook (she taught my mother, who in turn taught me!). Today, I say, thank you Granny! I love you. :)

Namaste

It's a beautiful feeling

2009-06-02T09:45:00.000-07:00

Today I feel alive. I feel strong, confident and full of hope. I feel connected, in tuned and as if I'm doing okay adjusting. I feel loved, appreciated and that there are an abundance of opportunities for me to encounter. I feel beautiful, intelligent and empathetic. I feel smiles inside, I feel sexy and like it would be unwise for anyone to not want to be in my company. But most of all and more importantly than everything I've just stated....I feel!

Namate

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Beauty

Who sets the standards for beauty?

Do you? Do I?

Or, fictional characters, such as those

from Sex and the City.

What defines beauty?

36-24-36 or satisfying someone’s sexual fix.

Beauty is in everything, from your eyes

to the crease behind your knees.

See, beauty is in the eye of the beholder,

not, some ridiculous fabrication that you are unable to shoulder.

Beauty is in the way you sashay, your hips from side to side,

to your lopsided breast and the cottage cheese in your thighs.

Beauty is a size 2 – 28, I am sure some of you, are unable to relate.

However, let me translate, beauty is you and I

she and he, us and we.

Beauty’s color, is a rainbow tree,

all ethnic groups, backgrounds and creeds,

Cling to your beauty and all that it brings.

written by Keisha J. Jones

That was easy!

2009-06-01T08:32:00.000-07:00

My day is going phenomenally well! I'm truly grateful for some of the people I've encountered already and it isn't even noon yet! Because of them, what would have been a dreadful ordeal became an extremely pleasant experience!

Sometimes all it takes is, to open up to someone else and allow them to tell their story and you'd be shocked at what the human spirit is able to endure. While I was talking with some of these people today, my mind began to trail off to a comment that was made to me over the weekend. It was stated, "I had a lot going for myself, however, I'm not quite sure what you're doing to attract all of this stuff to you." That comment really pissed me off as I found it be extremely disconnected, lacking empathy and to be a bunch of rhetoric that someone read! I woke up this morning with it on my heart, I addressed it and let it go...but while taking care of my business today, I was graced with realness; real people, that have encountered real problems. I was reassured that every single occurrence in our lives may have not been attracted by us. Some things in life just happens...there are children born with ailments that they've developed while being in the wound (I'm sure they didn't attract that to themselves) and a host of other unexplainable phenomenons (e.g., starvation in several countries, rape towards women, abuse toward children, tsunamis, hurricanes, etc. just to name a few)! I chatted with an inspiring lady who was deaf (I'm sure she didn't attract that to herself) and also obtained an absolutely phenomenal spirit; after telling her story, she'd given me hope; thank you! As I continued to chat with a few other people and gained a glimpse into their worlds I was again reminded how so many of us lack empathy! It's absolutely devastating! My wish is that we all become a little less judgmental and gain a serious dose of empathy. The lack of empathy for others will definitely bring you more of the same! That's just universal law!

I'm going to close today's entry with something I read on my bus ride this morning...I passed a church's bulletin that read, "Faith makes it possible, not easy!" Wow, that spoke volumes to me and was truly profound! I wish you all a peaceful day that does nothing but improve!

Namaste

I"m abundant

2009-05-27T12:55:00.000-07:00

I saved a bunch of money on the necessary ingredients for my A Touch of Honey orders and I couldn't be happier...earlier, I decided to get up and hop onto the bus and run all of my errands. It wasn't too devastating...it wasn't bad at all; inconvenient, but not bad! I'm celebrating those victories today and the best part is that I plan on my day improving!

Fyi: I'm really thinking about starting a podcast, please email me your feedback and as usual it is greatly appreciated!

Namaste

Remaining hopeful and chock-full of faith

2009-05-26T08:30:00.000-07:00

Aahhh....that's what I've conscientiously been doing all day today. Reminding myself to just breathe and relax. It's been quite effective; my weekend went off pretty darn well! I had an awesome time, was placed into even better company and again, had some truly amazing conversations. Yesterday, I used that time to rest and recoup from my full weekend. As my relaxing day turned into night I received an extremely distressing call from an Agent Tom. He felt extremely disconnected and threatened me in a language I didn't even understand. He was firm and a bit hostile, but nonetheless doing his job, I'm sure. He had been instructed to repossess my car! Eeek!!!!!

Once I became clear about why Agent Tom had contacted me in the first place, I began to go through an array of emotions, some of which I can describe and those I cannot. I came to terms with the fact that they WERE going to take my car and I strolled back to my apartment, feeling defeated, confused and somewhat like I'd just walked out of a movie with a bad ending. I cried a little and then I somehow remembered that God hadn't put me here to fail, so I pulled myself together, prayed and began to shift my focus towards the things that I DO want in my life.

When I opened my eyes this morning, I couldn't help but feeling some sense of doom and that I had to deal with the enormous elephant that was standing in the middle of the room. I placed a teary phone call to my brother very early this morning and then spoke with a friend of mine that was willing to listen to my woes. But, again I decided to shift my focus onto the great things that are going on in my life. I remembered to breathe...inhale, exhale. I then, knelt to the floor and had a fireside chat with God. That in turn gave me the courage to contact the car dealership to find out what I had to do to get my car back. What I owe isn't much and I claimed with the dealership on the phone that I'd be there to get my car within the allotted time.

After I ended that phone call, I began to claim out loud what it is that I do want. I sat quietly and thought of every way in which I can say that I'm blessed...one of the first things that popped into my mind was my mother...I'm truly blessed to have someone like my mother in my life. It took us a while (more like 33 years!) to get where we are, but I'm eternally grateful for it. We had to completely fall out to come back together and rebuild. I remembered during one of our many times of not speaking, I remember my prayer was that God assisted me in understanding her because I don't think I truly understood who she was a person. I also asked him to help soften my mother (again, she's a no nonsense type of lady, which is one of the things I admire most about her; I think I was and still am a bit more demonstrative of all of my feelings and more sensitive than her) so she could understand who I am. And, here we are, we've come full circle!

I know every second of everyday miracles occur and where I may be struggling financially right now, I will prevail. I know God didn't place me on earth to fail, I am his child and by right am entitled to abundance (which, I must say I'm abundant in many, many ways!).

Each person that visits with me everyday, I'm truly grateful as none of you had to go on this journey with me. All of you rock and that's why I remain hopeful and chock-full-of-faith!

Namaste

Allowing it!

2009-05-22T09:10:00.000-07:00

I'm excited to report that my day is improving from the last couple...my son had gotten suspended for the rest of the school year for an offense that I found to be quite petty. I called the school today and spoke with the most condescending man ever and he assured me Kendall would never get back into that school again.

Kendall's offense was talking in and disrupting the class (as he was passionately debating the NBA finals with two other students) and for that, they suspended him for 8 days. I was flabbergasted! At any rate, Mr. Jennings, the Assistant Principal of Pleasure Ridge Park High School (that abhors Kendall and I truly believe it is racially driven and I intend on exposing both him and the school both locally and nationally - I'm a Chicago native and people need to learn about the unfair practices that take place in the Commonwealth of KY) spoke to me today in the most condescending, disrespectful tone and for two cents, I would have gotten into my car, driven to the school and whooped his ass Chicago style! He has zero people skills and speaks as if he is better than both myself and my son. I asked him, "why do you want my son to fail?", he replied, "I don't, but why is he talking in class?" I even asked, "don't you think the punishment is a bit extreme?" and he answered, "no, not at all!"

After the tiring conversation with Mr. Jennings, I collected myself and thoughts and proceeded to contact the school board and began to berate and scold them regarding the school's practices. According to the HS liaison these were "minor infractions" as that's been my position from the beginning. I was finally patched through to the Principal of Pleasure Ridge Park High School, Mr. Johnson with along with his Supervisor, Dr. Shumate - it was then that I was able to have a rational conversation and voice my grievances and concerns. I truly believe my son should have been reprimanded, however, the punishment doesn't fit the crime as it is too harsh and extreme. Again, I truly believe Mr. Jennings behavior is racially driven and if it's Gods will, I'm going to ensure that he isn't allowed around children of any race...as a child of any ethnicity is to be treated fairly and with respect.

But, beautifully and gracefully the universe opened up and allowed it's phenomenon to rule! Kendall's suspension has been cut to three days and he will be allowed back into school to make up any work he's missed and to take any finals that are due! Thanks you as I'm eternally grateful!

Namaste.

Keep it pushin forward

2009-05-21T07:39:00.000-07:00

I must say that it feels good when you can help someone else. I was asked this morning to do a favor for someone and without hesitation, I did it. From that favor, I received the gift of gas...she put gas into my car, which was awesome beings in all that the gas pumps have myself and many I know, making life decisions! At any rate, while at the gas station, a gentleman drove up with what looked like his 5-month old baby in the backseat, snuggly nestled and resting in his car seat; he gingerly whispered to me, "excuse me mam (how dare he? I'm only 33! LOL), can you spare $2.00 so I can put gas into my car?" He called my pockets, as I had $3.00 in my wallet. I eagerly reached into my wallet and pulled $2.00 out and handed it to him; it filled my spirit to be able to be of assistance to someone. My only wish is that he pays it forward - if you look at the chain of events, I bartered my services for gasoline which helped me and I was able to pay it forward!

Namaste

Just breathe...

2009-05-20T10:18:00.000-07:00

I'm still in the process of creating and attracting my ideal financial situation.

Namaste

Love is in the air...

2009-05-19T07:47:00.001-07:00

Can you feel it? The energy that's currently flowing is amazing...if you're in a good mood, do your best to pay it forward. Lift someone's spirit, make someone smile, give someone a hug. I love you all and am sending love into the universe.

Namaste
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Thank you as I'm eternally grateful!

2009-05-18T07:43:00.000-07:00

I first want to start my entry this morning with sending an abundance of peace and blessings to the entire universe and everything she encompasses. I've had the most amazing three days, it's been the best days I've encountered in about 5 years!

On Saturday, I was immersed into the most radiant energy that moved me to my core. My day started with a brisk 3-mile power walk around the park and a refreshing shower with my all-natural body products (A Touch of Honey). I proceeded to run a few errands, and then met up with a friend of mine that embraces and permeates raw and true beauty. Our day together began with a not so light (the plan was to keep it light!) lunch from Red Lobster that was scrumptious and exoticly seduced my tastebuds (if you are ever seeking to snag something somewhat healthy, Red Lobster shouldn't be on the list!) and conversation that would keep me fed for weeks to come. We then trotted on over to a Spiritual fair that again, had phenomenal energy; upon arriving I was drawn to this painting that had an abundance of colors, but more importantly had the soul of someone displayed very neatly.

As my friend and I crossed the threshold, we were drawn to a few booths; I stopped by one booth that created all-natural products, as I am always interested in what my competition looks and smells like! We then, went on over to "Tomstones" (he works with healing stones) booth, but he wasn't there at the time as he was giving his "talk" in the next room. There was a woman that was photographing auras. But, most interesting was the booth of the creator of the painting that I'd been drawn to when we first arrived. Moving fast forward, my friend requested that Mrs. Stephans, painted my spirit (it was done through the both of us meditating and requesting our spiritual guides to work in partnership with one another) and I tell you the most amazing piece of art I'd ever laid eyes on was produced! I'd never seen anything like that before in my life. Thank you Mrs. Stephans, you've filled my bucket!

After leaving the fair, we then went to see Wolverine, which was absolutely awesome! I'm a serious X-men fan as I'm sure you can now tell! After the movie, we went on over to one of my favorite stores around, Whole Foods! We snagged our dinner and took it to the river. We ate, chatted some more and watched the sunset. It had officially been an excellent day!

One of the gifts that was given to me on Saturday was a book named, "The Laws of Attraction" by Michael Losier. I began reading it yesterday and am 7/8's through it. This book is all about conscientiously altering your thought process and words spoken in a more deliberate and positive nature.

Again, I just began the book yesterday and have already witnessed proof that it works and is quite effective! God is amazing, and I'm eternally grateful that I'm able to participate in this life. Thank you God for waking me this morning and giving me another chance to attract and create my ideal living, financial and relationship situation(s). You rock...

Namaste

Left

2009-05-15T08:04:00.000-07:00

I remember when I left; I was a sweet, naïve thing…
Not really sweet, somewhat corrupted, yet naïve
Hadn’t been anywhere for real, thought I knew something, until I left.
I arrived as foreign and out of place, as my nose planted on a white woman’s face
Scared, smart, and ready for whatever…attitudinal and such
I became secure and endured the common routes toured,
Excelled in the rat race, saved face and misplaced…myself

I remember the day I left…thought I knew something
The swaying of bluegrass held more than I’d anticipated
Love, excitement, happiness, anger and extreme hatred
Out-of-pocket, lost change, and loose rap has been a constant dish
Topped off with oblivion, clueless ness and southern hospitality.
I’ve been trampled on and have sampled all possible, yet I conquered all.

Now, I remember the moment it was time to go.
© Keisha J. Jones

Namaste...

Doubt the benefit

2009-05-14T07:21:00.000-07:00

That's something my mother (I guess she's a lot tougher than me) has been saying to me for the last 2 years or so as I always want to give people the benefit of the doubt, just because my belief is that we are all God's children and deserve love and understanding. My spirit moves me in unique places and ways.

In my travels and on my life's journey, I've encountered some extremely colorful individuals and have learned a lot from them. Some of the things I learned was intentionally taught to me, but the greater portion was from my observation and/or interaction with them.

I'm the type of person that regrets nothing, and I mean nothing as I'm a firm believer in, there being a blessing and lesson in every meeting and occurence. However, I've been left with permanant scars and bruises and healing from those things are quite challenging and painful.

For instance, it has taken me 33 years, approx. 2,000 meltdowns, and several years of hating a large, yet unknown portion of myself to both forgive and to "doubt the benefit" of my father (the story about my father is definitely a story within itself, and we will touch on that when I'm in a better and stronger place.) I will say though, that I've recently discovered how many intimacy and other issues I have with men, due to the lack of relationship with my father. Actually, all of my relationships have been affected by the estrangement of my father, but especially men.

I guess my question is when am I supposed to doubt the benefit of people? When am I supposed to throw people away (I don't even like the sound of that), or discard them? When am I supposed to walk away?

I think we've become a generation of people that walk away too quickly (I don't mean people that are causing true harm to both themselves and you) and we truly don't understand the meaning of love. God never walks away from us, even though, when we are on our dumb stuff, he will step aside and allow us to fall into the pit of lions, tigers and bears; such a gentleman he is. He will be there, where we left him when we tire of the dumb stuff that we we're doing. He'll hand us a towel to wipe off, put some aloe vera (again, one of my mother's sayings!) on all of our open wounds and comfort us. He will then guide and direct us (if we ask and allow him), but during the entire process, he never left and/or stopped loving us. We often leave and step away from the relationship with God. What does that say about us?

Last year, I learned something about boundaries, as I had no clue what that even meant...that's probably why some people (as my mother has appropriately named them buzzards) were taking me over! But, thanks to my fabulous, no-nonsense, take no prisoners mother, she taught me all about it; thanks ma!

I think I will incorporate my mother's saying to doubt the benefit at times, however, to my core, I will probably always give people the benefit of the doubt!

Live simply so others can simply live,
Namaste...
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All over the place

2009-05-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

I awoke this morning with my finances on my heart, heavily! It's a gray, rainy day which makes me even more emotional. I've checked in on all of my business ventures and am feeling less than fulfilled (financially) this morning. Other than my finances being in dire straits, I feel pretty calm and peaceful...with thoughts of love on my mind. Maybe it's the weather or maybe, that's exactly what I supposed to be thinking about.

Nina Simone (her version of Strange Fruit) is playing softly in the background and inspiring me to keep my mind tilted towards the right side today! Actually, most of the music I've listened to this morning (including, Toshi Reagon's, "You", Erykah Badu's, Time's a Wastin", Nina Simone's, "Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood", Tweets, "Beautiful", India Arie's, "The Truth", Beyonce's, "Halo", and Kanye West's, "Amazing") has kept me in a pretty serene place. I want to thank all of them! They've moved me this morning...

I've enjoyed 2 full mugs of Spiced Chai Latte and wishing for things to be better in my life and the rest of the world! I want everyone to encounter peace, love, and ultimate joy in it's truest form! That's my wish for every human being, every living creature/being. It may sound a bit fairy-taleish and naive, but I'm extremely sincere about that wish. My theory is, if everyone experience true bliss, we would all feel a hell of lot better and it would catch on like wildfire. I love Oprah's slogan, "live your best life"...that's pretty awesome, even though on days like today, it can pose as a bit of a challenge.

I'm just rambling on, with very little point today, but it's okay as I have days like that. I asked you all to join me on my journey; this is part of me, my quirkiness. Just being all over the place...

Namaste

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2009-05-12T08:46:00.001-07:00

Drumming for Dollars

2009-05-11T08:20:00.000-07:00

A Touch of Honey

My show was awesome this past Saturday...the energy was amazing and I met some phenomenal individuals. There was a non-stop, 5 hour drum circle that blew my mind! Of course, I don't have any pictures of the actual drum circle as I was too busy working, talking and dancing! Here are some of the photos I was able to capture:

cheery--A Touch of Honey

my fabulous son in the background

opening of the ceremony

one of the many bellydancers

Again, we had an amazing time and I'd like to especially thank Liz Klein of the Rainbow Spiritual Education Center...you rock!

Namaste

2009-05-08T08:01:00.000-07:00

Toast to my mother:

Peaceful Soap

Lip Butter

Goody Bag

Thank all of you for your support and well wishes, many of you have motivated and inspired me to pick up the pieces and relaunch A Touch of Honey. I'd especially like to say thank you to my mother as she's inspired and encouraged me to shift my focus in the midst of chaos and that's pretty awesome! Ma, thanks for helping to shape and prepare me for the world (even though, with my roller coaster ride, I'm sure at times you beg to differ! LOL), thank you for knowing I could do this. :)

Namaste...

Eeeekkk!!!!!!!

2009-05-07T11:17:00.000-07:00

I'm running around like a chicken with my head cut off trying to get ready for this show and as usual there are many loose ends that need to be tied. But, gracefully and gratefully I will prevail! Just to give you an idea of what I'm doing, I've included a picture of what my kitchen looks like right now! Also, be sure to check out my shop as I make products I'm including them into my shop...Namaste...

Happy Hump Day!

2009-05-06T07:20:00.000-07:00

As promised, I've launched a bartering network, The Hunny Exchange. It was launched yesterday as I believe in these dire economic times we need to take it back to basics and utilize our skills, talents and goods for trade. It's an efficient way to gain the things we both need and want. Everyone has something to barter as everyone is sweetly unique (hence the name The Hunny Exchange) and obtains an abundance of skills and talents. So, if you're interested in this movement, then head on over to

The Hunny Exchange...the sweetest bartering campaign online!

Visit The Hunny Exchange

and get to bartering!

Namaste...

Do something heroic!

2009-05-05T05:36:00.000-07:00

For a while now, I've been interested in volunteering but I had no idea where to look. It's been imperative and essential for me to give something back to the universe and someone else. But, again, I had no idea where to place this energy as I found that most places I'd looked into were limited regarding the way I could help. I hadn't been moved, until I found a website called Wish Upon A Hero.

Actually, I didn't find or stumble upon it, I was watching 20/20 one evening and they featured a story about them and I thought it was awesome the way the site was setup, so I visited. I quickly became a member and posted my first wish. My first wish was requesting help for my Real Estate Dues, (if you're not familiar with my Real Estate nightmare, read my blog entry about it!) well, I received tons of views, however, the wish wasn't granted. But, in this economy that may of been a bit of a stretch as my dues were $1000.00+.

By the time I posted my second wish, I was at the end of my rope, feeling alone, frustrated and one step away from throwing myself into traffic (at least that's what it felt like...I'm generally an outgoing and bubbly person, but I must say this economic depression has really stretched me to my wits end!) and the title of my post was, "I wish I wouldn't give up!" and I tell you, I got an overwhelming response. As I was posting, I was sobbing aloud, desperate and disgusted, within 5 minutes the well wishes began to pour in, literally! I received cards from people all over the country, wishing me well and letting me know that I wasn't alone. That went on for days and I thought this is amazing and I must share the good news with others.

My third post was asking others for their success stories on this amazing, God send site and I received some amazing stories, but there were two that truly touched me. I'd love to share their stories with you.

This is a story that was shared with me, by a beautiful lady, whose screen name is "MamaLamb47",
"Cathy's life story is very long and involved but I would like to share part of it with you so you understand a little more about her. First of all Cathy has been a miracle since the moment of her birth!! She is an identical twin and I didn't know until the doctor delivered her that she was even hiding in my womb, LOL....little stinker. What a blessing!!! She is the youngest of four siblings and a little spitfire from day one. She had a pretty normal early childhood although her dad did leave the family when the twins were about five. I remarried a couple of years later and she gained a step-sister and new "daddy". Then at the age of nine it was discovered that Cathy had brain cancer....medulloblastoma.(that discovery is another entire story). Anyway the cancer, surgery, subsequent treatments or something left her with many disabilities including inability to grow or find her center of balance. She was left unable to walk unsupported so uses a wheelchair a lot. Anyway, she overcame a lot and has been cancer free since that time (she is 26 now). Unfortunately, two years ago she developed what doctors are calling post cancer pain syndrome which includes (but is not limited to) fibromyalgia, trigeminal neuralgia, and chronic fatigue syndrome. She of course became quite depressed fighting the pain. Our church family raised funds and added an entire suite to my house to help with her care and that has really helped!! Then a few months ago I found this site and we started trying to grant wishes....it has given her a new lease on life!! She loves making cards for the wishers. The cards are very primitive but people seem to enjoy them. I have to be careful not to give her too many to do at once as she tires easily and that will trigger her pain. But she probably does about an average of two a day and helps with stickers and stamps on the ones I do. This site is a Godsend for me as I find it harder and harder to find things she can do. She seems to be slowly developing some dementia (which I had been warned about)so I cherish everything she can still do. I know I haven't told this well at all....I am not good with words, especially when it comes to Cathy. Please feel free to ask any questions you would like and let me know how I can help with this wonderful wish of yours. "In God I trust!"
Hugs, Sue

The second story I'd like to share is from a young lady whose screen name reads, "Webber",
"I am building a website and am getting closer and closer to launch date and was feeling overwhelmed and very alone. No one can build a business alone, even if it is just moral support. Someone to let you know that giving up is not an option. What is even better is learning more and more each day the benefits of living as many of my moments with the Lord, learning his voice, and being comforted to learn that he takes care of everything. He led me to this website. I hadn't thought about it since the news broadcast until two days after I decided to hire an online assistant to help me launch the site. After posting a wish for my daughter, I went searching to see if I could help anyone, and found a guy looking for an online job. I offered to partially grant his wish because his pay will be limited until I can start seeing profits. I can fully grant his wish after the site succeeds because I offered him 10% of profits from the site for as long as he is with my company. He accepted and we got started today and I can already say that I have no doubt that he is the right person to work with me and I am offering him the chance that he needs to make a good life for his family. I will keep you updated. "

This is Webber's current wish: "I WISH My daughter could work on her art full-time. What a talent. She has been struggling to make a living for over 5 years. I help as much as I can, but she is getting so far behind in her bills. She has OCD and tries so hard to function normally in the world. But, once she gets hired somewhere, they slowly cut her hours until she has to look somewhere else. She currently has two part-time jobs and promotes her art all the time. I know that she will choose to pay a debt even if she doesn't have enough money for food. I wish there was someone who believed in her talent and would sponser her career/education as an artist.

See her work in the right column under Featurd Artist!
www.artwanted.com/aprilwebbartist

Please, visit and join Wish Upon A Hero and become someones hero today!

Namaste...

2009-05-04T08:44:00.000-07:00

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Awesome Monday!

2009-05-04T06:42:00.000-07:00

Good morning to you all...it has been an amazing few days here in Louisville. With last weekend being everything about the Kentucky Derby, there was an array of activities going on. I had an awesome time. The energy was upbeat and positive and it just felt good to be in the mix.

I attended several gatherings and ate a tremedous amount of food. I watched the race (even though, I struggle, as I'm not a fan of horse racing) and rooted for my horse "Chocolate Candy", well she lost but, I tell you that was one hell of a race. Later I partied like a rock star as I bounced and hopped from one bar to another. I felt amazing, smelled sweet, and glowed with happiness. I could truly tell the energy that permeated through me was that of genuine joy as I received a tremendous amount of compliments and gained several suitors.

The overall energy was amazing and this was the one time I was both proud and excited that I reside (let's never forget that I'm a native Chicagoan!!!!) in Louisville, KY! ;)

Namaste...

Some things never change...

2009-04-30T05:53:00.000-07:00

I remember being in 4th grade and my teacher, Mrs. Flag really encouraging us to read. I've always enjoyed reading, as I'm an avid reader; however, I'd never before been interested in poetry until then. She, introduced me to Langston Hughes and to this day, my hands down all-time favorite poem is "Mother to Son". With that said, I'd like to dedicate this poem to my son as I feel as if Langston Hughes snatched the words right out of heart and bled them onto his parchment paper. Here's to you Kendall, my ode to you:

Mother to Son

Well, son, I'll tell you:

Life for me aint been no crystal stair.

It's had tacks in it,

And splinters,

And boards torn up,

And places with no carpet on the floor—

Bare.

But all the time I'se been a-climbin' on,

And reachin' landin's,

And turnin' corners,

And sometimes goin' in the dark

Where there ain't been no light.

So, boy, don't you turn back.

Don't you set down on the steps.'

Cause you finds it's kinder hard.

Don't you fall now—

For I'se still goin', honey,

I'se still climbin',

And life for me ain't been no crystal stair.

by Langston Hughes

Love is...

2009-04-28T07:05:00.001-07:00

I've struggled with my post this morning ...I had a topic all laid out and set aside to write about, however, I wasn't moved to do so. I'm in an awkward mood that's fluttering bits of blahness, sadness, stillness and hope inside me like a whirlpool. I went to sleep last night with thoughts of love and vulnerability on my mind, so that's what I want to talk about today.

It has taken me 33 years to finally grasp the skeletal concept of what "love" is. I say skeletal because, the older and wiser I become my definition of love seems to shift a bit. Love to me is to have a genuine concern for self and others. It also means being honest and committed to the betterment of self and all others (including animals, foliage, earth, etc.). Love is forgiving, unexpected, unpredictable, messy, gentle and should rarely hurt (although, it seems to hurt more often than it should).

Love is the most important thing in life (at least that's what I believe)...starting with self. If one can't love themself in the raw and unconditionally (without being arrogant!), then one can't love anyone else. I'm sure everyone has heard that before, but it's true. My journey of self-love (please get your minds out of the gutter, lol) began when I was 26, prompted by the passing of my father a half year prior. That was truly a turning point in my life and I began to learn how to become comfortable with just me. In my own skin, space, mind, and heart. It was the beginning of me learning how to forgive, which I believe is a huge portion of what love is.

What I've recently learned while reading the book "The Shack" (which I highly recommend everyone reads!) by William Paul Young, is that love is also being vulnerable. At 33 years old, that's where I struggle. I struggle with being vulnerable with others; the only person for many years that I had no problem being vulnerable with was my son, Kendall. He is 17 years old now, so that has changed a bit as he is tempermental and don't seem to be moved by too much of anything! So, I'm back to square one, as it seems that I've hidden behind my son for many years and now, the jig is up!

Now, what's strikingly odd is that I'm truly in love with love, I love most things and most people (as I hate nothing and no one) but I do believe in depths of love. So, I guess for many years I've convinced myself that I was loving all these people, places and things unconditionally when in reality I was loving most people, places and things superficially (which is a HUGE pet peeve of mine!). Being in love scares me because I have to be vulnerable and that's not something that I'm comfortable with yet. I'm a work in progress and am in much better shape than before, but again, I'm still in progress.

I've just touched the surface of this topic as I want to allow room for my thoughts to marinate and to also allow comments and feedback from you. I will retouch this subject in the very near future as this is a topic that crosses my mind on a daily basis, actually several times per day to be honest with you.

Remember, keep things simple and live simply so others can simply live.

Namaste...

Balance your Karmic Account

2009-04-27T05:21:00.001-07:00

Happy Monday and blessings to all of my readers! I've decided to speak publicly about a subject that I often shy away from. Politics! Friday of last week a woman that I'm pretty close to said to me, "I don't agree with what President Obama is doing with Guantanomo Bay." She asked me what I thought about it and I told her, "I don't have much of an opinion." But, I hadn't been following what was going on regarding that matter. As I stated earlier, I tend to stay away from politics, as I find it to almost always be crooked and not in favor of "real people".

So, this Sunday, I woke up early and decided to turn on the television and I stumbled upon a news show on NBC. I found the newscaster to be a bit antagonistic (which, I understand that's his job, it was just a bit annoying first thing Sunday morning) and definitely leaning towards those in favor of harsh tactics to gain information, as he interviewed the cool and collected Press Secretary, Robert Gibbs.

What I found to be extremely disturbing (to the point it shook my core) was the fact that there is an intense debate about torturing people. I was stunned and flabbergasted at this atrocity and that this is a topic of discussion, let alone a debate! Are we serious? Personally, I'm a firm believer in karma and universal law and that everything we do is being duly noted! I remember growing up, both my mother and grandmother would tell me , "Keisha, you don't get away with anything in this life, you just get by on some borrowed time!". And, boy were they right everytime!

With that being said, I don't ever see a justified reason to torture anyone...it's inhumane and we are not God! We weren't created and/or designed to dole severe punishment to anyone, however, we seem to do so whenever we get the chance. Most people become so enthralled with a smidgen of power, that they take it too far and begin to play God (which, I don't know about your God/Creator, but I believe God to be a merciful, graceful and loving God, not cruel). Emotions plus power is and can be an extremely volatile mixture. Everyone that partakes in the system of torture is absorbing such negative energy into their spirit. And, the karmic scales will balance one day.

There has to be a different and more simpler way to infiltrate and capture the vast minority of individuals that are attempting to cause harm to the masses. And, just because it's going to take some actual work and creativity doesn't mean that it's impossible (what do you think parenting is?!). I'm sure there are many of us (people) that once something extremely tragic occurs in our own personal life and we're forced to sit and ponder on the things we've done in and with our lives, then we will see clearly what it is that we've done!

I'm going to say another thing that may cause some controversy however, I'm a big girl and can take it. Common sense, just isn't that common! Most people don't obtain the sense God gave a horse (again another saying my grandmother would use, "use your common horse sense!" or "use your head for more than a hat rack!"). If we've been trying the same thing and expecting a different result, then there is a word in the English language for it, it's called insanity!

Namaste....

What it feels like to be "Alone"

2009-04-24T08:57:00.001-07:00

Alone

She cannot deny, or even argue that we're living examples of creativity and diversity.

Yet, she blindly, moves through life permeating extreme apathy and very little empathy.

She then, stands on her soapbox and preaches "right" to the varying majorities, yet the hypocrisy disturbs even me, as she's not so quick to embrace her spiritual lessons so graciously.

Troubled and troubling, she continues to tread along the same, dreadful path, repeatedly.

Amazingly enough, she persists with the role of aloofness & clueless-ness, pretentiously.

Obviously, she feels alone, and hasn't retained anyone, securing nothing exclusively.

Unhappily, she's struggling with roads and choices & intentions she projected, willingly. But again, the hypocrisy disturbs even me, as she suspiciously and at times maliciously prevents the peace.

Unfortunately, it seems that she may never be able to see the forest for the trees.

Boisterously, she spews opinionated daggers, attempting to empower her form of security.

Covertly, she internalizes the pain and outwardly retreats into "her" world, nonchalantly.

Her ability to recover depends on the amount of humility she's willing to embrace, lovingly.

But this time, I have faith that eventually, she will gracefully accept her place in life and will create more, peace, love, and serenity.

Oooo, weee, I'm so glad she's not me!….

Namaste...

Hang up and dial again!

2009-04-23T08:36:00.001-07:00

In August 2008, I decided to do something "positive" with my time after I'd been laid off from my job. I enrolled in Real Estate school and started the very next month. I must say that Real Estate has been a struggle from beginning to end.

Class was the easiest part of Real Estate (outside of paying out of pocket for it), I went 4 days per week for 4 hours for 6 weeks. After I passed the class, there was more money that needed to be doled out. I had to pay for my FBI check and to take my Kentucky State Real Estate Exam. It took a while, however, I was able to produce the necessary funds for both.

Excited about passing my Real Estate exam, I began shopping and interviewing various Real Estate agencies, and boy to my surprise, there were even more fees involved. I found the money, hallelujah! I got those fees paid and now I was officially "affiliated" with an agency. After affiliating with an agency with a proven track record, I had an additional 30 days to produce another substantial amount of money for my Greater Louisville Association of Realtors fees (GLAR) and renewal of license (I'd just got my license 5 days prior).

I stressed and prayed and worried and cried about how and where I was going to come up with this money. I'd gotten so close, why wasn't the universe allowing this process to be smooth? Why am I facing lions and tigers and bears at every turn? I would question God, I would meltdown and pick myself up again. After about 35 days of tormenting myself, I finally came to terms with the fact that I was unable to produce the money. I then, placed my license into escrow and decided to pick it up when I could.

The moral of this story is that I fought the good fight, but apparently it wasn't the right fight at the right time! I remembered that wasn't the only talent that I obtained. I've been an entrepreneur for years and I know that sometimes we have to create our own job and/or destiny.

I claimed Real Estate, but I don't think the timing was right but, what felt right was to relaunch my products, something that I've created with my own hands, my heart, love and direction from God. I've claimed that God will look after me and never leave me, I'm his child and he loves me (sometimes, I need gentle reminders! LOL). When I claimed God, I was led back to A Touch of Honey.

My spirit is strong but even still, at times I need a lift and reminder that I am a child of God!

Namaste...

Happy Birthday Earth and Happy Earth Day to you!

2009-04-22T07:29:00.000-07:00

Wow, I'm truly pumped about Earth Day. I think it's awesome there's a day strictly set aside to honor the cobalt blue ball that we inhabit. While celebrating earth this morning and spreading the great news of what all she has provided us and how it would be beneficial to us all to care for her; I began to think, what are some of the small things we could do to minimize her damage?

I'm a firm believer that everything we require to live on earth was provided us by our Creator...it would almost be ludacrious to create such a spectacular universe and omit to provide us with the proper tools we needed to live in such a creative and complex splendor. And, if we know only one thing without understanding much of anything else, is that regardless of what you call your Creator, he/she is no fool. Therefore, I know that all the tools that we need were gingerly placed here. I'm enamoured and enthralled with earth today.

Earth day represents simplicity to me, living simply so others can simply live. With that, here are a few eco-friendly ideas that I've compiled to help ourselves, one another and our earth!

Taking things back to basics, to times that were much simpler and cost effective. For instance:

Grow your own vegetables - you will not only save money, you gain increased health benefits as your veggies will be organic (without harmful pesticides and steroids, etc.) and it is a wonderful and positive way to reduce stress.

Use less water - turn the water off while brushing your teeth, don't leave it running. Take fewer showers and more baths (A Touch of Honey products are awesome for taking baths), as research shows that soaking in the tub several times per week reduces stress and body aches.

STOP buying bottled water! - Back in the day there was no such thing as bottled water, what the hell are we doing?! OMG, our grandparents and their parents, and so on, drank water from a creek, river, pump, faucet, etc. and they didn't die from drinking the water. It takes 600 years for 1 plastic water bottle to decompose in landfields, that's a no brainer!

Purchase a tote bag for groceries - this is an awesome way to save on using plastic, now the trick with this is remembering to take it to the grocery store with you. I have one and it is one of my life's biggest challenges to remember to take it along with me. Good luck!

Implement the bartering system - as a matter of fact, today I'm launching a bartering campaign. I believe bartering is recession and depression proof, as you are exchanging goods for goods and/or services for services. It's a win, win situation for everyone involved and there is no robbery in fair exchange. Again, in earlier times many ran low on money, but was filled with talents and skills and those talented people that came before us knew how to capitalize on their goods/services! Let's heed the lessons that they bestowed upon us many, many moons ago!

Those are a few ideas that I came up with and am super excited to receive feedback from you, I would be most grateful if you all shared your ideas. Keep an eye out for more information regarding the bartering campaign, as I'm truly inspired.

Thank you for visiting with me today and as always,

Namaste...

Walking the walk...

2009-04-21T08:03:00.001-07:00

I decided about a month ago to give up smoking. This has been a serious journey of will power and self discipline. I went a total of 11 days without "cheating!", then I was coaxed into meeting a friend of mine out at a bar (not so much! LOL), had a strong drink and found myself braving the cold and inhaling a bit of death. I repeated that 4x's that night...I woke up the next morning and found the pack of cigarettes that I'd purchased while enjoying my night out on the town and tossed them. I felt guilty and disappointed with myself, I wanted to hide from myself, but funny thing, that's more than difficult to pull off.

This past Saturday, I found myself in the park with friends having an awesome time (with the exception of the gnats that swarmed over the head of one of the women at the table, shew!) and enjoying filling conversation. While in the park, I found myself, lighting up...enjoying that cigarette like I never said that I wasn't going to smoke anymore. That happened about 6 more times for the duration of us being there. Again, disappointed and disgusted with myself, I woke up the next morning and scrubbed my tongue as if it had the plague. I don't know if I thought that would erase the damage I'd done to myself the day before. So, I decided even before eating and showering to put on some clothes, and brave the cold and pouring rain and get to moving.

I walked 2 miles through the park. Every raindrop that washed over my face felt like a cleansing or a renewal and a chance for a do-over! As, I approached mile 1.5, I inhaled the sweetest scent, it was warm and cozy and smelled like love. It was that damned Krispy Kreme doughnut shop across the street from the park. They'd just turned on their hot doughnut light attempting to intice me to step into their sinfully delicious haven...I trudged through, unwaivered, I would not be deterred! Even though, my weight and weight gain has become my new form of neurosis...I'm so afraid that I'm going to gain weight since quitting smoking, hence the walking 2 miles per day through the park!

So, it has been 2 days that I've been clean from nicotine...I'm doing this in partnership with God and support from my loved ones. Please follow me on this journey of quitting (and staying done with the stick devil) cigarettes, I'm sure it will be one hell of a funny, neurotic and emotional ride!

Quitting smoking is just one more way that I'm contributing to going green, it not only helps me, it helps my son, my community and the environment. It also keeps me somewhat centered (or at least that's the goal, as I've had several meltdowns from the hideous aparatus that I place in between my fingers and place on my lips and puff!) and as I walk, I reflect and do some self-inventory and remind myself of what's really important. Remember to live simply so others can simply live!

Namaste and Smooches...

Thanks Jane!

2009-04-20T07:16:00.000-07:00

I had an amazingly peaceful Thunder over Louisville. The weather was absolutely beautiful and picturesque, no one could ask for a more perfect day. I felt good, smelled good, and absorbed and released nothing but loving energy. My spirit was definitely in tuned with the younger generation, as I drew several toddlers and lil ones over to our picnic table. But there was one that stood out and left an imprint on my spirit, her name is Jane. She was extremely sure of herself, yet extremely pleasant and only 4 years old. She possessed more gums than actual teeth, but I tell you what, I will never forget that smile of hers, it lit up our entire space and lingered for quite some time afterwards. I'd like to officially say thank you to Jane, as she filled my bucket and help remind me of the simpler things in life, taking it to basics and remembering what's really important.

Then, there was Seva, a handsome, wide and piercing blue-eyed
21-month old little boy. He first entered our space because of his passionate infatuation with the older children's football, but how quickly we toss the things we only lust, he eagerly negotiated the football for several Animal Crackers. That held the absorbant lil tyke's attention only until he heard me speak the word "collarbone". That did it, he went on a tangent of "collarbone" for another 10 minutes. The word intrigued him so much that it literally drew him closer to me, inch by inch, until he was literally sitting in my lap. Once he landed in his plotted destination, he gazed at the Animal Cracker in his hand, then quickly discarded it (only placing it onto the picnic table). He then took his tiny lil pointer finger and pointed to my collarbone along with saying, "collarbone". Once more, he took that lil finger of his and this time he decided he wanted to become more intimate with me so, he innocently placed, poked and examined my breast while saying, "collarbone". Everyone at the table burst out laughing, including Seva's father who also became immediately blushed!

Shortly after Seva decided to move on, we continued chatting, laughing and sounding like a bunch of cackling hens, I'm sure. As our conversation opened up more, we began to chat about the arts & entertainment and it was revealed that I was in the presence of a "music guru", which is what she calls herself. I called her out and asked her to perform, which she had no problem with. She began to flow and I must say, I was impressed. I told her I'd be sure to mention her on my blog, so here's my shout out to Ms. Blac Justice (be sure to check her out @http://www.myspace.com/blacjustice).

2009-04-17T11:39:00.000-07:00

A Touch of Honey will be participating in Drumming for Dollars on the Waterfront. I'm thrilled to be a part of such an amazing event. It will take place this coming Saturday, May 9, 2009 on the waterfront from 10am - 8pm. It is a family oriented event and is sponsored by the following:

Natural Awakenings Magazine
Hilton Garden Inn
and Tumbleweed on the Waterfront

For more information please visit the Rainbow Spiritual Education Center's website:

http://rainbowspiritualeducationcenter.org/DrumForDollars2009.html

Restructuring

2009-04-17T08:21:00.000-07:00

This blog was intended to be used as a means of communication for the relaunch of

A Touch of Honey (my all-natural, handcrafted, body products). Which, don't get me wrong, it will definitely be used for that purpose. However, I'm choosing to be more intimate, more human. I've decided to blog my life; my joys, ups, downs, and back arounds. :) To allow it and you to act as a witness(es) to my journey and to also allow me the opportunity to connect with so many of you and to not feel so alone sometimes.

As I stated earlier, I am in the process of relaunching A Touch of Honey, however more green and eco-friendly. It has posed some challenges of it's own and hurdles and detours,therefore, the relaunch has been pushed back a bit. Anything that's causing grief and too much stress, I'm eliminating!

Speaking of elimination, man, can I say it again? MAN-O-MAN! LOL...:) I've eliminated 3 large, bags of trash this week. It's definitely been a process and a bit painful as I've had my feelings hurt repeatedly this week and a few meltdowns. However, it was all worth it, as I'm no longer interested in toting the trash around with me. Just carrying, mounds of heavy baggage that was so wickedly unhealthy.

But, today, my eyes opened and I felt blessed, new, refreshed and beautiful. I'm alive, empathetic and moved. I'm eternally grateful to be given another day to participate in and encounter the beauty of life.

We are going through some extremely different times and most of us don't know how to respond or react, but, if we can agree to stop, turn around, and pull someone up, this universe would be in much better shape.

For more information regarding my all natural, handcrafted products. A Touch of Honey, please contact me @ ke23288@yahoo.com or 502-432-8959. Please, bookmark this blog, and keep an eye for updates and news about A Touch of Honey, Let's save the earth together.
Namaste