Wednesday, June 24, 2009

That's all folks!

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Well, I've made a decision that I feel great about; I'm leaving Louisville, KY within the next two weeks. I'm so grateful to leave this place and restart my life again. I feel like I'm being obedient to God, as I woke up yesterday morning, the first thing I did without conscientiously thinking about it, was removed my photos from the wall. Then, I laid back down and said aloud, "now that feels better!" It felt lighter in the room...I guess that was God gently whispering to me, "it's time to go!". Louisville, has been an array of things; kind, gentle, slow, limited, and home for the past 7 years. But, I feel the longer I stay here, the longer my growth will be stunted and I will remain stagnant (and for anyone that really knows me, they know I don't function well being stagnant as that leads to regression! Eeek!). My mother helped me make the decision, even though I think yesterday it wouldn't have taken much coaxing for me to get the you know what out of here! :)

My little/big brother soothed me yesterday as he told me it was going to be okay and that I now have a solution and not to worry. That made smiles flutter inside me...it was at that moment I realized, I don't have to stay in Louisville anymore and take this abuse, being in a place where no one cares anything about me. I have folks that love me and honey, I'm running there as fast as I possibly can. I deserve to be loved just like everyone else.

I will continue to write on my blog...as nothing will change with that, other than, possibly the tone of my entries! YaY, I'm soo happy to be leaving...*laa laa laa laaaaa* that's the song that bouncing around in my head and heart!

Goodbye Louisville and Namaste...

2 comments:

Gee said...

Nooo, but I live in Louisville!

On a serious note, I see what you mean. Things are limited here in Louisville when it comes to certain scenes. I feel like I would thrive more in the arts if I moved to a place like New York or Atlanta.

Best wishes on your new journey.

-Gee

P.S. Did you ever get my email?

Honey Goddess said...

No, I never received your email? I've been waiting on it! :) And, you would have more success in the arts if you were in a place where it appreciated. That's why I've gotta go! :)